10 3 / 2014
22 2 / 2014
03 2 / 2014
Me: Bunso turn down the music
*Turns it down a tad bit. Still loud XD*
One minute later
Me: Bunso do you have homework you need help on?
Little Brother: No
Aww I miss helping my baby bro out with homework T-T. But he is growing and developing learning styles so it’s okay :)
01 2 / 2014
Gizelle: Driving tbe Ford
Jason: Will have the stick shift in the near future.
We have two cars that weren’t working for the past couple of years so those would be mine and Jillaine’s after we get our license.
Jillaine to me: When we start driving, you have the Lexus and I have the Mitsubishi ;)
Me: Okay :D I wanted the Lexus anyway XD
What a good and short conversation in who gets what lol ^^
22 1 / 2014
1. Fear less, love more.
2. Frown less, smile more.
3. Talk less, listen more.
4. Judge less, accept more.
5. Complain less, appreciate more.
6. Speak less, do more.
7. Doubt less, trust more.
01 1 / 2014
I woke up around 10:30 AM today and just stayed in my room to watch YouTube videos. Passed on going to Walmart with my siblings to rest but I gave my brother a five and asked him to buy me chocolate, which he did woohoo ^^
At around 3, I took a two hour and a half nap, which was good.
My dad brought us a new TV and my uncle from San Jose came over to visit.
I passed on going to Richard’s apartment. Then I felt bad and said I’ll go. But then got angry when they told me to hurry because his mother is coming. I think I got cranky in the middle in getting ready. I lash out my anger against my brother and said that I am not going because I didn’t want them to wait. Then they went without me. I lash my anger out against my own mother, who had nothing to do with it. Then my immaturity came out when my anger and whining came out after my mom gave me suggestions.
I went out of my house and sat in the cold to just cool off and reflect my actions. My dad told me to come in.
To sum it all up, not a good way to start the first day of the new year. I cried last year in the first day and last year did not do so well for me. I don’t want history to repeat itself or be worse.
I am going to clean my room later.
Everyday, I will try to put a blog entry to just express some of my feelings and just be general and talk about the whole day. I think that is the only way.
Another resolution to add is not push everybody away because I am beginning to do that and I need to stop because now I am beginning to express loneliness.
Since I will be 21 in three months, I really need to grow up.